I love me some shoes!

I was just checking out my girl Grace's blog a few days ago and came across one of her shoe posts. Now I wouldn't go calling myself a shoeaholic, cause shoeaholics actually BUY lots of shoes. So I don't' know what I'd call me. I love love love shoes, but don't have the funds to be a shoeaholic. But anyhoo, I just wanted to share some hot shoes I've been peeping out online. All kinds, strappy heels, dress and casual flip flops, boots, and more more more. I want, I want, I want.....lol, Oh but before we go there let me just say that I've been sooo obsessed with wedge heels this summer....as you'll be able to see:



How freaking cute are these? I love pink, I love beaded stuff, I love wedge's, and I love flip flops. The perfect shoe right? That's what I'm saying.


Okay I take it back, these are the perfect shoes! OMG I am soooo obsessed with these, I am actually ordering them tomorrow. I love them, I can't even say why they are just the cutest sandals I've seen all summer.


Chances are these are what you would see me in most of the time. Even though I love lots of other shoes, these are the most practical when running around with two kids. And hot damn are the comfy....


How cute are these? I have a pair of these in brown. Perfect to wear with a cute tank and jean skirt. Sometimes I can even get away with wearing them to work on a extra casual day.



These are super cute. Perfect for when I have to dress up and wear high heels and then want to take them off at the end of the day and still look cute. They are dress flops. lol. Gotta love my flip flops.

I know I said how I love ALL shoes but I figured I'd stick with summer shoes for today. If you want more shoes be sure to check out Graces blog on Tuesdays, she's got a day dedicated to shoes. Sheesh that girls got it bad. lol.

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Just putting this sticky up! I know I was MIA for quite awhile but over the weekend I went on a little blogging craz. So scroll down and check it all out! Thanks.

I didn't even know!

I was tagged like forever ago and didn't even realize it! Dylan tagged me to list my top ten songs I've been jamming too! Damn I suck at this, I never know titles of songs or who sings them. But I'll try.....they aren't all new, I hope that's cool.

1.) That Unfaithful song. I don't know who sings it or if that is the title, but I hate the song but love it too. Doesn't make any sense I know. But there it is, and it is forever on the radio when I'm in the car.

2.) Sexy Love by Neyo (is that how you spell his name?) I freaking love this song, actually I love him. I don't really buy many CD's but my sister had this one and I made her burn it for me. I love the entire CD. In face the next few songs are his too.

3.) I Call Your Name by Neyo

4.) Hmmm, that other song by Neyo, about doing it in front of the mirror. I don't think I ever heard it on the radio, just his CD.

5.)..................

OMG this sucks! I can't even think of anymore songs! Okay tune in tomorrow for the rest of my list. lol.

And just for the record you were tagged too Jerk. Me and you both. Here's the link.

'A' Moment ~ Sleeping Naked?

Not in my house! I'm sure you all know I have two relatively young kids. 3 and almost 5. So to sleep naked isn't really and option. Not that I would anyway, but it's not even a possibility now. Every morning around 5am my daughter wakes up and comes into my room to inform me that it's not night time anymore, to which I just roll over and make her get in bed with me and go back to sleep. So her walking in to a naked mommy or daddy wouldn't be good.

Well that is exactly what happened this morning! O.M.G. Last night JD and I were doing our thing (and I'm going to go off subject a little here and tell you something else that also happened) and the phone rings

JD~ "Not now!"
Me~ "Who is it?"
JD~ "Who do you think? Who would call NOW?"
Me~ "Oh it's my mom's house?"
JD~ "Opps!" He tried to answer and it hung up...
Me~ "You know their going to call right back."
Riiiinnnngggg......
Me~ "Hello?"
My Sister~ "Hey!"
Me~ "What's up?"
Her~ "Are you a dork?"
Me~ "What?"
Her~ "I said your a dork and mom said you aren't. You are aren't you?"
Me~ "You called me for that????? I'm doing it! I'll call you back later...."
(yes I told my sister I was having sex. we're close like that)

Well we continue on and when done I am laying there relaxing. JD gets up and next thing I know I'm knocked out.......till my daughter wakes me up!!! Yup! I feel asleep naked, and A found me that way! So I covered myself with a pillow and got her into bed and as soon as she fell back asleep I jumped up and got some clothes on. lol. Never wanna get caught like that again. Thank goodness it was A and not J! Now that would have been mortifying!

Oh and this morning my sister calls me back around 9:30am, when I answered she goes "Are you done yet?" lol.......

I Got Tagged

I don't know how long ago I was tagged but I was just over at Holly's blog and SHOCKER, I was tagged! So lets get this started!

1.) When did you first start blogging and why?
Well I don't really know how long it's been. But I've been friends with Holly, Grace, Dylan, and Izzy for awhile now, and knew they had a blog called SF. Holly had been trying to get me to blog with them on it and I kept putting her off. Finally she talked me into it, and said I had to have a personal one too. So I had them all help me out to get started and here I am!

2.) What Don't You Talk About?
Well like Holly I don't go in detail about my sex life. Actually I guess that's it all together. If it's not about me personally I don't go into details. Like I won't put my families personal issues up here, or a friends. etc. etc.

3.) Are you and your blogging persona the same person?
Yup, what you hear about on here is what you'd see and hear if you meet me! I am one and the same.

4.) How do you use blogging to build friendships?
Simple, I don't. lol. That does not mean I haven't found a friend through blogging, cause I have (Rene~ love ya girl!). But I don't blog to find fiends, I blog to vent.

5. How would you describe your writing style?
Hmmm, good question. I guess I wouldn't describe it, cause I don't think I really have one. I think every blog is different, cause they all feel different to me. I don't know. I'm not a writer, I just (hate to repeat myself, but...) vent.

I don't know if there is a rule on having to tag people. Or if you have to tag a certain amount. But being as mostly everyone has already been tagged I'm just going to tag one person....."The Jerk Store" your tagged!

Home Alone

Well this is a first. It's a Saturday and I am off! I am also home alone. The kids slept out last night (in-laws) and JD had a funeral to go to. Normally I'd have gone with him but as it is a high school friend (that I didn't' know) he wanted to go pay his respects and say hi to some old friends and be out as fast as he could. Which I totally get, if I was there it'd be all the polite introductions and small talk. This way he has our family picture in his wallet he can just show that as an update/this is what I'm doing thing. lol. Anyway, so this leaves me home alone with a nice clean house and nothing to do.
So guess what I'm off to do? Go shopping!!! And with that I'm off, just wanted to share with you. This is my form of self-medication for my funky mood of late. Catch ya'll lata.

Sometimes I feel lonely

I don't know what's been bothering me. Lately I've been so emotional and it's not even that time of the month. I mean I have my husband and we're not fighting, I have my kids that I love, I have my family that is always there for me, and friends that I love and I know they love me. But I still just feel lonely now. And you know I'm about to delete this blog cause I feel so stupid even righting it, but it's my blog so I can be stupid all I want.
Last night I actually cried on the phone to my husband cause I got stuck in PA longer than anticipated and when I told him he was all "okay, whatever". You'd think, okay what's wrong with that. But it was my only night off this week and I wanted him to miss me. I'm acting like a over emotional female, I KNOW!!!! I just can't help it.
My friends? (Just so all you friends know, I know I'm retarded okay) Do you ever get to the point where you start to wonder if you call your friends more than they call you. Then you start to think "hmmm, maybe I'm being an annoying friend and they don't even want to talk to me. I should get a hint and not call. They do have a life". ***sigh*** I know my friends love me, I really do, and I know I'm being retarded but really....it's what's going on in my head. What is up with me???? HELP!
Or my mom, I call her to ask if my kids can come over cause I have to work tonight and JD has a viewing to go to (a high school friend just died, OD'd) and she's all "aww, sorry but I have company tonight" WTF??? It's just regular friends who will probably have their kids and grandchild over with them. My husbands friend DIED!!!! And all she says is "AWWWW" and "so sorry but no"!!!!

I need a vacation by myself! Sorry for yacking your ears off.....hopefully I'll be better soon.

I'm still alive!

I'm just not in a blogging mood latley. So I'll be back, just don't know when. I go through these funks every now and then. No worries. Please keep checking back, it shouldn't last long.....

Not to mention

All the nasty, funny, gross, and weird people at the beach.

As we're trying to find a parking spot JD says "Oh no, she so shouldn't be wearing a bikini." as I look over I see a woman, not all that big really, but not toned AT ALL. Which means her in a bikini equals nasty cellulite jiggling everywhere. So I turn to JD and say "the beach makes me feel so much better about myself.".

Now here's my thinking on that. It's not that I am sooo skinny, cause I'm not and I'll admit that. But I DO know what doesn't look attractive on me, I mean I've had two kids I wear a tankini (no need to show off a tummy that had produced two kids). So why WHY do women that are bigger than I feel they can prance around on the beach with teeny little bathing suits on? I mean really do they own a mirror at home? And if so use it!

The girls that sat in front of us were whales. I am so not being mean or over exaggerating! They both must have weighed in at 450 pounds each! But it was funny how different they both were. One tried to look good, she had brown hair with blond streaks in the front with a brown bathing suit on (thank God one that covered everything and was a skirt type) and she was one of those solid fat girls. Not really any cellulite just firm fat! Now the other one had mousy brown hair, she was white as a ghost, had veins popping out everywhere along with PLENTY of cellulite. And an blue and white polka dotted bathing suit. Horrible. And they must have been the same age.

Or how bout the Mexican family that was to the right of us? First of all most of the men had mullets. Hello???? That does not look good! And the women? Flubbery woman with bikini tops on and jean shorts. Not shorts over their bottoms, but jean shorts they wore IN the water. And how bout the 13 yr. old mother who tugged her not even one year old son through the water. The kids bottoms were about to hit the ground (you saw about 3 in. of crack) and he kept falling, I thought his arm was going to come out of socket!

Sunscreen! If your white use it! There was a huge woman with such a horrid burn on her back, and her suit moved so you see this huge white X on her back. JD said it was a landing stripe for helicopters. lol.

Oh and just a note to all you men. If you think you are a little chubby in the waist and need to wear a shirt in the water? Don't wear a white wife beater. It just makes it worse.

And women? If you think you need to wear something extra on your bottom for whatever reason, don't wear those sheer pants to match your suit, especially not IN the water. Bad bad move. You just look ridiculous.

Ahhh, a day at the beach! I have much more, but I need to be off to work. I'll give you more later. But between me and the jerk I think you have a pretty good idea of what goes on on the jersey shore. lol.

Where else but the Jersey Shore???

So we woke up today with nothing to do and decided it's such a nice day let's hit the beach. So since it was just hubby and I with the kids we decided to do a beach with no board walk and hopefully less teenagers. You know more of a family beach? So we hit up Island State Beach (I think that's what it's called, lol) So anyway after driving almost two hours, I swear it never took that long before, we get there. It's a beautiful day, perfect for the shore. I actually go in the water. All the way up to my chest!!!! For anyone who doesn't' know me, I am petrified of sharks. I don't' care if you tell me they aren't in the jersey shore, I don't care. It's the ocean they can be ANYWHERE!!! But I go in. And can anyone tell me where on earth besides the Jersey shore THIS would happen??? My kids are playing right where the water hits the sand, you know how it is they run up to the water and when it comes after them the run away? Well we're doing this when I notice my son is grabbing at something in the water. So when I look to see what it is he has just picked up and thrown what do I see???? A FREAKING PANTY LINER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I almost had a freak attack, who does that??? Who wears one with a bathing suit IN THE WATER and takes it off IN THE WATER!!! GROSS, PUKE, NASTY!!! Only on a Jersey beach!

Not to mention my husband that ALWAYS is in the water and playing with the kids refused to go in today. He keeps saying he doesn't want to get sandy. WTF??? He never cares about that, then he keeps saying he's tiered. I let him sleep in till almost 12pm today, I'm just not getting it. Well a little back story here, JD played football all through JR High and High School, till his senior year he really screwed up his back. Ever since it's been a off and on thing. Well this past Christmas it got so bad he couldn't move, literally. It was bad and it lasted almost a week. He did some physical therapy and said there isn't much else to do but surgery. Well he opted out on that. So his backs been pretty good since. But today when we were getting ready to leave, since he wasn't feeling well, he fell face down in the sand! Not joking. He tried to get up, and it just hit him full force. He couldn't move, he was face down in the sand and I had to try to massage out the spot that was spasming (sp?) well it took us a good 45 min. to get him off the beach. I had to make two trips back to get our stuff since he couldn't carry anything, and the first time I was his human crutch. So now we have no idea how it'll be come morning. If he'll even be able to work and how long it'll last this time.



Which really sucks since he just signed on to be the assistant coach for our sons football team. Yup you heard it right my little boy is playing his first year of football! He is sooo excited. When JD told him he was going to be one of his coach's J said "that is VERY cool!" it totally made JD's day. Let's just pray his back it up to the task. Prayers please!



Now I need to find a good dance school for A. As soon as J and JD were talking about football she looked at me and said "what am I going to do mommy?" AWWWWW! I need to get her into something, NOW!!!

Just so you know that I KNOW my pictures suck! I can't format them on blogger, it won't let me. So they are coming here right from my photobucket account. Sorry! I'm not nifty enough to make it look cool all on my own.