I'm sick and it sucks!

So I will be MIA till I feel well enough to blog again. Wish me get well thoughts cause I really need them right now. I feel horrible.

Fours

Dylan Tagged Me.

Four jobs I have had in my life:

Ice Cream Shop
Clerical at Mortgage Comp.
Sales (Jewelry and Cosmetics/Skin Care)
Medical Records Clerk

Four movies you would watch over and over:

She's All That
10 Things I Hate About You
Dirty Dancing
Grease

Four places you have lived:

Trenton, NJ
Fairless Hills, PA
Langhorne, PA
Mt. Laurel, NJ

Four TV shows you love to watch:

Grey's Anatomy
Big Brother
The OC
One Tree Hill

Four places you have been on vacation:

Texas
Cancun
Florida
Maryland (OC)

Websites you visit daily:

Blogs listed on my blog
G Mail
Myspace
Ezboard

Four of my favourite foods:

Buffalo Chicken Pizza from the Boardwalk
Seven Layer Burrito (Taco Bell)
Spanish Rice and Beans
Steak and Baked Potato

Four places I would rather be right now:

California (visiting my girls)
Hawaii
Florida
The Beach (right here in Jersey)

Friends I think will respond:

Well everyone and their mother seems to have done this so how bout whoever hasn't done it....YOUR TAGGED! lol...

Big Brother All Star

OMG BB tonight was freaking crazy! Don't even get me started on Jase being back doored!

I mean that is how James went out last year, and after the talk him and Jase had, how could he do that? Don't get me wrong I still love James, I want him to be in the end, but still. They really should have put up Boogie so one of the members of Chill Town got voted out. And OMG I freaking HATE Will! If I was in that house I'd be hating on him so much. He thinks he is so freaking smart, I have no idea how he won the season he was in. Makes no sense, I'd have voted him out the first week.

And the POV ceremony? Oh my goodness what a freaking load of crap Will spilt out. Shut up, how stupid do you think everyone is?
And George? I felt like saying "Who the fuck cares! Are you going to use it or not???"

George is another unlikely player that I hate. I don't know why, maybe cause he's a fat ass that does nothing. And maybe cause he's hating on my James. I don't know, but I really want him gone. I was all kinds of pissed that he won POV. SUCK!



How freaking funny is Marcellas (sp?)! He is to funny how in love he is with Kaysar! Granted Kaysar is one hot freaking man, but it is hysterical. He was so mad when Kaysar shaved his head, afraid he wouldn't look good with it. lol, too funny!





Besides the S-6 group, I really only like Erica. And I think I only like her cause I want her and Kaysar to be together. lol, that'd be sooo cute. Awwww......


Well anyway, that's my recap of BB tonight. I don't even know if anyone here watches it, but I just had to share my thoughts on my show.

If you don't watch it catch it on Tuesday, Thursday, and Sunday nights at 8pm. Soooo worth it.!

I love me some shoes!

I was just checking out my girl Grace's blog a few days ago and came across one of her shoe posts. Now I wouldn't go calling myself a shoeaholic, cause shoeaholics actually BUY lots of shoes. So I don't' know what I'd call me. I love love love shoes, but don't have the funds to be a shoeaholic. But anyhoo, I just wanted to share some hot shoes I've been peeping out online. All kinds, strappy heels, dress and casual flip flops, boots, and more more more. I want, I want, I want.....lol, Oh but before we go there let me just say that I've been sooo obsessed with wedge heels this summer....as you'll be able to see:



How freaking cute are these? I love pink, I love beaded stuff, I love wedge's, and I love flip flops. The perfect shoe right? That's what I'm saying.


Okay I take it back, these are the perfect shoes! OMG I am soooo obsessed with these, I am actually ordering them tomorrow. I love them, I can't even say why they are just the cutest sandals I've seen all summer.


Chances are these are what you would see me in most of the time. Even though I love lots of other shoes, these are the most practical when running around with two kids. And hot damn are the comfy....


How cute are these? I have a pair of these in brown. Perfect to wear with a cute tank and jean skirt. Sometimes I can even get away with wearing them to work on a extra casual day.



These are super cute. Perfect for when I have to dress up and wear high heels and then want to take them off at the end of the day and still look cute. They are dress flops. lol. Gotta love my flip flops.

I know I said how I love ALL shoes but I figured I'd stick with summer shoes for today. If you want more shoes be sure to check out Graces blog on Tuesdays, she's got a day dedicated to shoes. Sheesh that girls got it bad. lol.

Go ahead Read read read....

Just putting this sticky up! I know I was MIA for quite awhile but over the weekend I went on a little blogging craz. So scroll down and check it all out! Thanks.

I didn't even know!

I was tagged like forever ago and didn't even realize it! Dylan tagged me to list my top ten songs I've been jamming too! Damn I suck at this, I never know titles of songs or who sings them. But I'll try.....they aren't all new, I hope that's cool.

1.) That Unfaithful song. I don't know who sings it or if that is the title, but I hate the song but love it too. Doesn't make any sense I know. But there it is, and it is forever on the radio when I'm in the car.

2.) Sexy Love by Neyo (is that how you spell his name?) I freaking love this song, actually I love him. I don't really buy many CD's but my sister had this one and I made her burn it for me. I love the entire CD. In face the next few songs are his too.

3.) I Call Your Name by Neyo

4.) Hmmm, that other song by Neyo, about doing it in front of the mirror. I don't think I ever heard it on the radio, just his CD.

5.)..................

OMG this sucks! I can't even think of anymore songs! Okay tune in tomorrow for the rest of my list. lol.

And just for the record you were tagged too Jerk. Me and you both. Here's the link.

'A' Moment ~ Sleeping Naked?

Not in my house! I'm sure you all know I have two relatively young kids. 3 and almost 5. So to sleep naked isn't really and option. Not that I would anyway, but it's not even a possibility now. Every morning around 5am my daughter wakes up and comes into my room to inform me that it's not night time anymore, to which I just roll over and make her get in bed with me and go back to sleep. So her walking in to a naked mommy or daddy wouldn't be good.

Well that is exactly what happened this morning! O.M.G. Last night JD and I were doing our thing (and I'm going to go off subject a little here and tell you something else that also happened) and the phone rings

JD~ "Not now!"
Me~ "Who is it?"
JD~ "Who do you think? Who would call NOW?"
Me~ "Oh it's my mom's house?"
JD~ "Opps!" He tried to answer and it hung up...
Me~ "You know their going to call right back."
Riiiinnnngggg......
Me~ "Hello?"
My Sister~ "Hey!"
Me~ "What's up?"
Her~ "Are you a dork?"
Me~ "What?"
Her~ "I said your a dork and mom said you aren't. You are aren't you?"
Me~ "You called me for that????? I'm doing it! I'll call you back later...."
(yes I told my sister I was having sex. we're close like that)

Well we continue on and when done I am laying there relaxing. JD gets up and next thing I know I'm knocked out.......till my daughter wakes me up!!! Yup! I feel asleep naked, and A found me that way! So I covered myself with a pillow and got her into bed and as soon as she fell back asleep I jumped up and got some clothes on. lol. Never wanna get caught like that again. Thank goodness it was A and not J! Now that would have been mortifying!

Oh and this morning my sister calls me back around 9:30am, when I answered she goes "Are you done yet?" lol.......

I Got Tagged

I don't know how long ago I was tagged but I was just over at Holly's blog and SHOCKER, I was tagged! So lets get this started!

1.) When did you first start blogging and why?
Well I don't really know how long it's been. But I've been friends with Holly, Grace, Dylan, and Izzy for awhile now, and knew they had a blog called SF. Holly had been trying to get me to blog with them on it and I kept putting her off. Finally she talked me into it, and said I had to have a personal one too. So I had them all help me out to get started and here I am!

2.) What Don't You Talk About?
Well like Holly I don't go in detail about my sex life. Actually I guess that's it all together. If it's not about me personally I don't go into details. Like I won't put my families personal issues up here, or a friends. etc. etc.

3.) Are you and your blogging persona the same person?
Yup, what you hear about on here is what you'd see and hear if you meet me! I am one and the same.

4.) How do you use blogging to build friendships?
Simple, I don't. lol. That does not mean I haven't found a friend through blogging, cause I have (Rene~ love ya girl!). But I don't blog to find fiends, I blog to vent.

5. How would you describe your writing style?
Hmmm, good question. I guess I wouldn't describe it, cause I don't think I really have one. I think every blog is different, cause they all feel different to me. I don't know. I'm not a writer, I just (hate to repeat myself, but...) vent.

I don't know if there is a rule on having to tag people. Or if you have to tag a certain amount. But being as mostly everyone has already been tagged I'm just going to tag one person....."The Jerk Store" your tagged!

Home Alone

Well this is a first. It's a Saturday and I am off! I am also home alone. The kids slept out last night (in-laws) and JD had a funeral to go to. Normally I'd have gone with him but as it is a high school friend (that I didn't' know) he wanted to go pay his respects and say hi to some old friends and be out as fast as he could. Which I totally get, if I was there it'd be all the polite introductions and small talk. This way he has our family picture in his wallet he can just show that as an update/this is what I'm doing thing. lol. Anyway, so this leaves me home alone with a nice clean house and nothing to do.
So guess what I'm off to do? Go shopping!!! And with that I'm off, just wanted to share with you. This is my form of self-medication for my funky mood of late. Catch ya'll lata.

Sometimes I feel lonely

I don't know what's been bothering me. Lately I've been so emotional and it's not even that time of the month. I mean I have my husband and we're not fighting, I have my kids that I love, I have my family that is always there for me, and friends that I love and I know they love me. But I still just feel lonely now. And you know I'm about to delete this blog cause I feel so stupid even righting it, but it's my blog so I can be stupid all I want.
Last night I actually cried on the phone to my husband cause I got stuck in PA longer than anticipated and when I told him he was all "okay, whatever". You'd think, okay what's wrong with that. But it was my only night off this week and I wanted him to miss me. I'm acting like a over emotional female, I KNOW!!!! I just can't help it.
My friends? (Just so all you friends know, I know I'm retarded okay) Do you ever get to the point where you start to wonder if you call your friends more than they call you. Then you start to think "hmmm, maybe I'm being an annoying friend and they don't even want to talk to me. I should get a hint and not call. They do have a life". ***sigh*** I know my friends love me, I really do, and I know I'm being retarded but really....it's what's going on in my head. What is up with me???? HELP!
Or my mom, I call her to ask if my kids can come over cause I have to work tonight and JD has a viewing to go to (a high school friend just died, OD'd) and she's all "aww, sorry but I have company tonight" WTF??? It's just regular friends who will probably have their kids and grandchild over with them. My husbands friend DIED!!!! And all she says is "AWWWW" and "so sorry but no"!!!!

I need a vacation by myself! Sorry for yacking your ears off.....hopefully I'll be better soon.